Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 10:48 AM
aLohaX. yOyO. forgot to write a post on saturday. i went to the Zpop concert. really coOl. haha. i think this is my first time going to a concert like that. we stood there for ours. NO SITTING ! LOL. 5 till 11 pm at night alright. goshness !! hahaha. quite fun la. when JJ's out, everybody rushed to the front lyke MAD ! haha. then i also cheered for him. hehez. he made some music using his mouth ! so cool can !!! hahahaha. love him. i now love the song MU NAI YI !! hehez. thks to my cousie for sending it to me. X)) . then the ending part was the most terrific of all of cos ! A-MEI !! so cool. i love her songs . especially YES OR NO ! love her mans. starting to lyke A-MEI. and JJ. u ALL ROCK ! haha. saw ziqian there with her cousin. anyway, had a fun time there with all my cousins and everything. okay for sunday !
yOyO. here's for sunday. today dint do much at home. played the piano. then my cousins came late evening. and yes ! i got the guitar. played lor. then my another uncle came with my another cousin la. he so funny. my uncle danced lyke mr bean !! hahahahaha. lmao. anyway, learnt history. have confident to PASS !! =)). dint went online for lyke 3 days !! good gurl rytes ? hahaha. =P
okay. here's for today. was boring. and i know she felt left out. in her blog, she wrote that we dun understand how she feels. i do noe how that feels when i was left out by you guys that time. so everybody got their chance of being left out. he kuang its u. no offence. but since you can write in yr blog i can too u noe.. but im not pissed right now or anything. im writing it in a calm tone. and if u see this.. no need to be pissed either. cos i will give no damn. u wrote FUCKK . dun u thnk its insulting ? we dint scold u FUCKK. i mean there's somethings i wanna tell u about it but i dunno how. and u said u will change. i dun think there was any of it.. maybe i dun understand u well. maybe if i dun think in the opposite way i may find u good. but.. too much doubts were in my head. i guess u and i have to reconsider it properly again. either we sit down and discuss it. or i'll be frank and shoot it all out. but that hurt yr feelings and i dun want that to happen as u may start crying again.. actually i feel very guilty. everytime in class i try to talk to u. but i dunno what to say. its lyke a mixed up feeling.there's no need to hate yrself either. u can easily change and just LOVE YRSELF. if u noe what i meant la. and i dunno who the HELL u hated most. but just wanna let u noe. if u hate the more EVIL you will grow and the more HARD-HEARTED you will be. i dun wanna post this blog. but after seeing whatever u wrote. with all the FUCKK and everything. i think i shld show u WAD ARE MY THINKINGS ! so thats all im gonna say. up to u to decide whether im a biatch. a slut. a no thinking girl. its totally up to u ! so get over it.. alright. no offence. but if u feel angry or anything u may shoot it out. i dun mind.
so take care peeps. love ya all ! everybody's changing. and one day. u and i will change. so no worries* but dun change to the worse but for the BETTER. X))